Corona diaries

Hey guys, hope you are doing well, wese I know thoda sa mushkil hai, corona, lock down or mausam, pr kbhi b circumstances ko itni power ni deni chaiye k wo apke mood ko define kr sken.

Jb me 14 saal ki thi to meri ami ki death ho gye thi, wo bdi azeem aurat thin aj b log hm se milne atey hain or btate hain k wo kese logon ki madad kiya krti thin halake unke khud k halaat koi itne achey ni they wo bdi contented aurat thin hr situation me khush rehti thin or koshish krti thin k unke aas pas k log haste muskarate rhen. Hmen log btate hain k jis kamre se wo guzar k chali jati thin hr bande k chehre pr ak smile reh jati thi.

Mera ni khyal k ye 4 5 pages me, me unki azmat smait sakti hn. Muje aj b yad hai jb me choti thi me ne unke liye mother’s day pr letter likha tha or us me likha tha k meri ami sara din school me prhati hain or phr unhi pairon pr aa kr sb k liye garmi me taza khana pkati hain us pr agr me unhen ak Thanda glass pani ka de deti hn to unki ankhon me ansoo a jate hain. Pta ni kyu wo prh kr b unki ankhon me ansoo gaye they.

Unko hmen prhaney ka bda shok tha, bdi strong aurat thin 10 saal apni bimari ka ilam hone k bawajood apni zaat pr ak paisa kharch ni kiya or kisi ko pta b ni chalne diya or apney bchon me do ko doctors or do ko chartered accountant bnaya.

Bdi khud mukhtar aurat thin wo kehti thin me chahti hn k mere kafan dafan k liye b muje kisi insan ka muhtaj na hona prey. Muje aj b yd hai wo akhri do maheeno me prhane ni jati thin phr b principal ne unko unki akhri salary bhijwai thi jin paison se unka kafan dafan hua.  Kitni ajeeb bt hai na jis aurat ne apne bchon pr itni mehnat ki or jb uska apni life me aram  ka time aya wo chali hi gye. Meri ami aksr ye sher kha krti thin

Dard e dil k wastey paida kiya insaan ko

Varna taat ke liye kch kam na they karr-o-bayan

Wo logon k dard ko mehsoos krti thin. Meri ami teacher thin, hmari society me normally teachers hmen courses sekhate hain pr kch teachers hmen zindagi seekhatey hain. Or wo zindagi sikhati thin

Wese har class me ak hi gunda hota hai. Meri ami bdi mazedar thin wo hmesha class me sb se shararti bchey ko proctor bna deti thin to wo to shor mchata ni tha or kisi ko mchaney b ni deta tha; is liya discipline maintain rehta tha.

Kch arsa pele me unke kisi student ki mother se mili wo bta ri thin k mere bchon k pas purana uniform tha jis pr jaga jaga pewand lga hua tha or wo wo pehan k school jaya krte they, ak din jb mera beta ghr aya to uske bag me uniform or new course books thin.

Ap ko lg rha ho ga in kamon k liye to finances ki zarorat prti hai pr wo ameer bchon k parents se request krti thin k jb ap apne bchon k new uniforms or books khreeden to puraney uniforms or books muje de dijiye ga or wo ghreeb bchon k bags me rkh diya krti thin.

Ap soch rhey hn ge ye to bdey chote chote se kam hain or me keh ri thi k bht azeem aurat thin. Me apko btana ye chahti hn itni choti cheezon se hi logon ki zindagion me bdey changes atey hain. Kisi ka din bnaney k liye ak smile hi kafi hoti hai.

Shikwa e zulmat e shab se to kahin behtar tha

Apne hisse ki koi sham a jalate jaate

Jb wo death bed pr thin to kha krti thin guria bht choti hai pr phr b me ne unse bht kch seekha hai aisi chezen jinhon ne hmesha meri rehnumai ki hai. Agr apki life me b aisa koi mentor hai please usey tag kren or comment section me zaroor unke barey me btayen.